Unmatched

A Flash Fiction Fantasy Story

“Are you sure you want to face the wilds alone?” Lana twisted her apron strings around a finger, frowning.

Reva tried not to let her sister’s words frighten her as she stuffed a dress in her pack. “I’d face anything rather than marry.”

The village matchmaker found sick satisfaction in matching people who made each other miserable, and Reva refused to stick around for it. The culmination of the annual Harvest Festival was nothing more than human sacrifice in the guise of marriage. It made sense that it took place beneath the late autumn blood moon. 

“Marriage is our duty,” Lana said. 

“To marry a man I do not love?” Shame wound through her at the sorrow in Lana’s eyes. “I’m sorry. But I do not hold your loyalty to people who’ve ostracized me my entire life.”

“They’re just frightened by what they do not understand.”

“Which is why I’ll probably be matched with some barbaric idiot who will forbid me from using magic.” She folded a second dress and stuffed it in her pack. “I won’t have it. Besides, there’s a whole world beyond Haven’s borders.”

Lana shook her head with a reluctant smile. “You’ve lasted longer than I thought you would. Feigning sickness for two years in a row, pretending to get lost in the forest the next.” 

“Humiliating experience.”

“And Leon just happened to rescue you.”

Reva’s stomach clenched. Leon was the only friend who didn’t follow the village traditions like a mindless sheep. Perhaps it was because he’d been an outcast, too. Their plan to avoid the ceremony last year was brilliant—but they’d hardly spoken this year. Had he given in?

She latched the pack and slid the straps over her shoulders, then turned to her sister.

“Oh, Lana.” She hugged her tightly. “I’ll be back in a year, with stories and news of the world.”

Lana squeezed her, then pulled away to shove a little bag of coins in her hand. “You’d better hurry.”

Reva gave her one last hug, then cracked open the door to the sounds of music and revelry from the village square. She slipped out and began walking toward the forest road, casually, as if taking a stroll. Several neighbors passed her on their way to the ceremony, but none tried to stop her, or even speak. For once, being an outcast was a blessing. 

She reached the tree line and nearly exhaled with relief when a deep voice called her name. Reva froze and almost looked back, but fear ran down her spine in shockwaves. She couldn’t let them compel her to the ceremony.

 She lifted her skirt and ran, throwing herself into the forest’s shadows. The voice called again, but she couldn’t tell who it belonged to. She just had to make it five miles, and she’d cross the border into Alinor. 

“Reva!” 

Closer now. Whoever it was, they were running, too. Reva plunged off the road and dove behind the nearest tree, then leaned back against the giant trunk, panting. She had another way out of this, and she was past the point of being polite to fearful people who wanted to control her life.

Footsteps crunched, slowing. How many others were with him? 

Reva focused on the energy around her, on the trees and air and pulsing animal heartbeats that she felt as ripples in the current of life. The magic inside her sparked, then flamed.

More crunching. He was almost to her, but at least she only heard one set of steps. The flame inside her roared.

“Reva?”

She leapt from behind the birch and shot a bolt of fire at her pursuer’s feet. He screamed and fell backwards, then scrambled away as she leveled another in the same place.

“For Haven’s sakes, Reva, what is the matter with you?”

Reva blinked. The magic seeped from her body. Leon staggered to his feet and stomped out the tiny, crackling flame. 

“Leon? I’m so sorry. Are you hurt? I only meant to frighten you off. Except I didn’t know it was you, or I wouldn’t have shot fire at you. Unless you’re after me to drag me back, in which case there’s a lot more where that came from!”

He crossed his arms and narrowed his eyes. “Finished?”

Heat climbed up her face. “Why are you here?” She noticed straps across his shoulders. “Oh. You’re leaving, too?”

“For Alinor. They say a man can find work easily in the shipyard. And they’re more open to people with our… talents.”

She grinned. “That’s where I’m going. But I thought you were getting matched.”

“I thought you were.”

“I guess we didn’t talk about it this year.” 

 He raised a brow. “You avoided me these many months. I decided you’d changed your mind about marriage.”

“You know I’m not the marrying kind.”

“Maybe just not the kind of marrying we’re used to.” He averted his gaze. “We should travel together—two refugees fleeing a backward people and a crazy matchmaker. We’d be quite the team.”

Reva glanced toward the village. “As long as they don’t catch us and force us to submit to our duty.”

“Between your skills and mine, we shouldn’t have a problem.” 

He lifted his palm and blew. A gust of wind crashed into Reva, whipping leaves all around her and into her billowing hair. She put her arms over her face. 

“Alright, we’re even!” 

The wind stopped. Somewhere behind them, men called their names. Reva groaned. A neighbor must have told the elders they’d seen her. Gossipy old busy lips. 

Leon’s mouth curled in a mischievous smile. â€śAre you thinking what I’m thinking?”

She nodded. “Maybe a small demonstration?” 

He stood beside her, shoulder to shoulder, as their magic united. Reva imagined their pursuers’ frightened faces and laughed. So, this was what freedom felt like—standing strong in her own skin. 

But she didn’t stand alone—and she didn’t want to.

Changes are Coming

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Hey, y’all!

I hope you’re having a glorious end to summer/beginning of autumn where you live! In Louisiana, the humidity is fading but it’s still 90 degrees. Change is coming, though. I can feel it.

Change is also coming to these emails and the website. I’ve upgraded my site, and I’ll soon be emailing you from a new—and much improved—email provider. I plan to continue sending a newsletter monthly (or almost monthly.)

If for some reason you do not want to continue to receive emails, please let me know. I’ll do my best to get you off the list asap. I don’t want to clutter anyone’s inbox, and I certainly would hate to be annoying.

That said, I want to thank you all for joining me on this journey. With all my heart, I have a deep gratitude for your friendship and support. One year ago today, I began my public journey as an author. I live by the philosophy of, “Go all in or not at all.” (The effectiveness and healthfulness of said philosophy can be debated another time.)

I went big. But I’ve never made myself so vulnerable before! It took throwing off all remnants of self-awareness and just diving in—and it’s been one of the best, and hardest, experiences of my life. I’m still working toward getting my novel published. I continue to have interest from publishers, but this is a long process.

Following any calling is a gut-wrenching endeavor. There are no shortcuts or easy roads. Yet, the challenges and personal agony are worth it. These hard roads are where we grow—not only in our field, but in our character and our souls.

Ultimately, I want my words to point to the One who gave me words. I want my stories to reflect His story, and to share hope with a despairing world. We’re living in dark times. But stories can bring light!

As a gift to all of you, and to new subscribers, I am going to email an exclusive short story. It’s currently in the editing and beta reading phases, but I hope to have it ready for you soon. This is a long-form short story, not flash fiction. It’s based in the world of my novels, and I hope you love the characters as much as I do. So, stay tuned!

How can I pray for you today? Drop me an email or a comment.

God bless,

Jen

March Reflections, Publishing Updates, and A Middle Earth Feast

Each March, tiny white daffodils break through a mass of brambles at the back of our property. Every year, I plan to free them, so they can emerge without struggle the next spring. But because they are out of sight, I forget, they fade, and I cannot recall their exact location until they peep through again the next spring.

We think that someone must have had a home on that spot long ago. Occasionally, we’ll find part of an old fence post, or non-native bushes scattered among the trees. My mind wanders to possibilities—who lived here? What happened to their home? It’s as if I’ve stepped back in time, standing where another mother stood while a delighted child pointed to the flowers.

“Look, Mama! Spring!”

That child may be a grandmother now.

Freeing the daffodils from the brambles is like freeing the memories from the erosion of time. Whoever lived here enjoyed the blooms each spring, welcoming the change in season. Now we do the same, sharing the same delight in creation and rebirth across decades—maybe a century. 

At the Booth family land, a mass of sunny daffodils graces the front of a white-paneled home that has seen two centuries turn over. While the structure is now beyond use, the flowers still thrive. Family members say they are the offspring of the original bulbs planted when the house was built.

And here, stories abound. Cousins pushed each other on a tire swing too hard, but no one wanted to stop. A pine tree towered above the rest of the woods, and brave boys climbed to the top to view the world. Women took their laundry to the creek to wash. Men went to war. There were fireworks at Christmas, picnics under hundred-year-old oaks, Nanny’s cooking…

Generation after generation was bound to that land with love, sensing something of the sacred in a place filled with stories of those who came before. And every spring, the daffodils remind us that though the seasons pass quickly, and our lives are but a breath, there is always rebirth—rebirth for the land, rebirth for us. 

This life may fade before we know it. But the end of our time here is not the end of our time. There is glorious rebirth for those who know the Lord. Life with him is an eternal spring, where creation will not wither and fade, and we will no longer endure the effects of passing years.

My father-in-law knows that feeling. Released from a weakening body, he now has a taste of forever spring. As do my parents. One generation passes to the next, sometimes too early, sometimes tragically, but always into something more.

Winter passes into spring.

Where are you most aware of the miracle of rebirth, both of springtime and of your life?

Publishing Updates

March roared in like a lion, but in the best possible way. My first published Flash Fiction story, “Amethyst Isles,” came out with Havok Publishing on March 1st. My next story with Havok, “The Rejected,” will be out Friday, March 15th. It will be free for the public that day only. You can read it at https://gohavok.com/.

Working with Havok Publishing has been an incredible experience, and I plan to submit more stories to them.

On the 20th, my micro-fiction story, “Dragon Harvest,” will come out in Clean Fiction Magazine’s spring edition. This was a fun, quirky story, and I can’t wait to share to share it with y’all. The magazine is available on Amazon, or you can check it out here: https://www.sunsetvalleycreations.com/cleanfictionmagazine

Middle Earth Feast

Thank you so much for subscribing! I am thrilled to be able to connect with you. I’ve attached a file for the Middle Earth Feast I promised—a collection of recipes inspired by The Lord of the Rings and The Hobbit. Our family enjoys the “hobbit food”, and I hope you will, too!  

Feel free to reach out! I’d love to hear from you. You can contact me at connect@jenboothauthor.com.

February Newsletter—Updates, News, and the Importance of Community

Today’s newsletter is more update than article. I have news and several changes to share with you. (And someone tell me how we are already a month into 2024!)

WRITING UPDATES

January was a whirlwind month, writing-wise. I have two flash fiction stories coming out with Havok Publishing in March. It was the first time I’d worked with an editor, and I thoroughly enjoyed the experience. I plan to continue to submit stories to Havok—I’m hooked on Flash Fiction, and I love what Havok does.

If you aren’t familiar with Havok Publishing, check out their website. They publish a new quick read every weekday—perfect if you need an escape during your lunch break, or a fun read aloud with your family at night.

Here’s a link: Havok Publishing – Wreaking daily Havok 1,000 words at a time! (gohavok.com)

I submitted a short story to Clean Fiction Magazine’s Windows into the Multiverse Writing Contest. I went far outside my usual style and had an absolute blast. Results should be in on February 8th, but the pure enjoyment of writing was worth entering!

You can learn more about Clean Fiction here: Clean Fiction | Clean Fiction Magazine (sunsetvalleycreations.com)

The biggest news I have is that a publisher has shown interest in my proposal. While this may still end with the rejection folder, I am encouraged. The wonderful truth of the writing world, from what I have seen, is that editors and agents really want us newbies to succeed. It feels like a community—vast and varied, but full of camaraderie.

NEWS

There may be major changes to the website soon. The “.com” model is simply not meeting my needs. I have a fun gift for my subscribers, but in the WordPress.com format, I am unable to send it. From what I’ve researched, a “.org” model is what I should have started with. Unless I learn something new about my current setup, my goal this month is to (hopefully) transition from “.com” to “.org.”

Of course, my tech-deficient self may learn something entirely different from anything I just mentioned. Regardless, I’m striving for significant improvement. Thanks for bearing with me. (Prayers appreciated! I still have so much to learn.)

I’m also changing from bi-monthly posts to a monthly newsletter. I will still post articles, but not as often—I don’t want to blow up anyone’s email!

Thank you all for supporting me and following my journey. You have encouraged my heart, and I hope that in some small way, I’m able to encourage yours as well.

COMMUNITY

Another reason January seemed to fly is that my father-in-law passed away a bit over a week ago. It was unexpected and tragic. But we had such love and support from our church family that we felt God’s comfort in beautiful ways. Our dear friends got our children and kept them until late in the night. Our pastor checked on us every day. The church provided a feast for the family on the day of the funeral and brought meals to the house for a few days. What a huge help when you’re bone-tired and sorrowful!

And always, the hugs and whispers of, “I love you.” “I’m praying.” “I’m here.”

My husband and I have experienced several losses since we married. In every situation, we’ve felt the love of God through His people, lifting us—carrying us at times—though dark valleys. We cannot imagine facing some of these losses without Him, and without a church family.

Do you have a church family, a spiritual community who will rally around you and hold you up?  A fellowship where you can serve and hold others up, as well? If not, I hope you will find one. We weren’t meant to go through life’s struggles alone, and there is such strength in community.

If you have any questions or would like to talk about a church community, please email me. I’d love to chat with you. And if there is any way I can pray for you, let me know. I would be honored to lift you up.

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New Year’s Visions—Don’t Let Fear Sabotage Your Goals

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How did 2024 get here so fast? I remember my grandfather telling me, long before I was mature enough to understand, that each year goes by faster than the one before it. The older I get, the more I can relate to how he must have felt. Yet, as each year passes, I still feel the tingle of anticipation for what might be.

It is a new year, after all.

Most of us view the new year as a chance for a new beginning. Maybe it is a time to right a wrong or correct a toxic habit. Maybe we make resolutions to read more, sleep more, or pray more—or eat less, spend less, or worry less. While resolutions are meant to change something, goals are what we hope to accomplish. Eating less may be the resolution to the goal of reaching a certain weight. Developing an organizational system may be the resolution to enable a writer to meet a deadline.

Have you ever set a goal, whether for the new year or not, and found yourself held back by fear? We make a plan that we know is good for us, but a gnawing voice in the back of our mind tells us that we can’t. It’s too hard, too much, too late.

My fear over the last year revolved around wondering if I started my writing journey too late—if I’m too old to just be embarking on something that already takes years for many people.

It hasn’t helped that life taunts me with my increasing age in ways that have nothing to do with writing. Like a bad joke—or a good sitcom—the comedy keeps coming, and I’m the punchline. I have to laugh, because these age reminders are usually the result of some mishap, like the day I turned disco.

One Sunday morning, as I rushed to get ready for worship, I grabbed a new eyeshadow and went through the motions without really paying attention to how it looked. Mamas out there, you know how this goes. You’re trying to get yourself ready, while answering a dozen questions from children, and directing them to find their shoes/Bibles/clothes/notebooks, while scurrying back and forth to the stovetop to make sure you don’t burn what you’re bringing to the church potluck lunch. Multitasking is a mother’s superpower.

Just before we left the house, I glanced in the mirror once more, and my heart froze. I was glittering. My new eyeshadow was not the subtle, middle-age-appropriate shimmer I thought I’d purchased, but the glittery kind for a college-aged party girl. I wiped my eyes during the drive to church, dismayed at how accurate the “smudge-proof” advertising was for this product.

If not for the new wrinkles that recently invaded my face, I wouldn’t even bother with it in the first place. But now my cute little lines simply sparkled as I entered a holy time looking like a walking disco ball.

At least everyone knows I’m not an attention hog. They also know I’ve not yet left my awkward stage. Maybe nobody noticed?

As funny as these embarrassing age-moments are, others really sock a punch to my heart.

I began querying and submitting proposals for my novel just after I turned 42. I’ve written nearly all my life and always wanted to pursue a career as an author, but circumstances did not allow it for many years. I’m finally at the point to take the next step with my work.

At 42, I’m the oldest in most of my writing circles—old enough to be many a young author’s mama.

“You young’uns don’t know how good you have it. Why, I remember the old days when I wrote my first book on a typewriter!” (Said in my best Granny Clampit voice.)

Sometimes I wonder if I got to the game too late. As many years as it typically takes to get published, will I be 50 before my career begins? That sinister little voice likes to bully me with, “You should have started this ten years ago.”

No matter what our goal is, this is how fear works. It digs in where we’re most vulnerable, preying on our insecurities. Though it feels powerful, what we fear is usually not grounded in what is real.

The words, “fear not,” are found in Scripture 365 times—that’s a reminder for every day of the year. God is amazing like that. When I’m besieged by fear of any kind, it helps to go to His Word.

For I am the Lord your God who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you. – Isaiah 41:13

 For God gave us not a spirit not of fear, but of power and love and self-control. – 2 Timothy 1:7

 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct your paths. – Proverbs 3:5-6

At the risk of taking these verses out of context, I find tremendous comfort and calm for my soul when I see how God encouraged the hearts of His people through the centuries. He wants the same peace and trust for us. Fear is human, but God is a God of empowerment.

Now, am I saying that we can have anything we dream of if we work hard and don’t let fear hold us back? No. I am saying, we cannot allow fear to hold us back from pursuing a goal that we have prayed over and given over to God. The ultimate outcome is His, but if we never try, we will never know what He might have done with us.

May you experience the peace of God’s presence as you trust in His promises.

Have you experienced fear holding you back from pursuing a goal? What helped you overcome it?

4 responses to “New Year’s Visions—Don’t Let Fear Sabotage Your Goals”

  1. betsystamant Avatar
    betsystamant

    Loved this message! And just to encourage you – a dear woman in the ACFW who recently passed away in her 80s, got her first book contract at 60 years old <3 Sweet Martha! 🙂  I also have a great writer friend in the ACFW who went back to school and got her librarian degree at age 50! She now works full time at her local library and loves it.  Betsy St. Amant HaddoxEditor & Author Coach at Storyside LLC Author of: Love Arrives in Pieces, The Key To Love, & Tacos for Twowww.betsystamant.com  

    1. jenbooth32 Avatar

      Wow, 60! That’s awesome! God doesn’t see our ages the way we do, that’s for sure! 🙂

  2. D. T. Powell Avatar

    Many of the writers who’re in the same place I am in their writing journey are 10-15 years younger than me. But when I stop and look back at who I was at their age, I know I wasn’t ready to be where I am now. God has changed and grown me through unique experiences, people, and stories, and I wouldn’t trade it for anything. What has helped me so much is remembering that I’m preparing for Eternity. Everything I do here on Earth is a stepping stone for what’s to come. Instead of looking at those around me, I can look forward, to That Great Hope.

    Because I’m not in my teens and twenties, I have a foundation that others significantly younger than me just don’t have, because they haven’t had time to build it yet. I know who I am in Christ. I know how He’s worked in the past. I’ve seen the impossible. And I have a confidence in Him that has weathered incredible storms. In Christ, my Faith is unshakeable, and He’s proven that to me over and over.

    1. jenbooth32 Avatar

      Thank you for sharing your words– such a great reminder to keep our eyes on Him! Amen to all you said! It’s all leading to something much more wonderful than anything we can imagine. He says He puts eternity in our hearts, and I long for the day I can see Him face to face.

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Gratitude During Seasons of Stress—A Choice and a Weapon

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Before I begin, I want to tell each of you how thankful I am for you. Thank you for subscribing, for reading this blog, and for your sweet support. You encourage this writer’s heart, and I hope I can encourage you, as well.

Thanksgiving season is such a gift. It’s a time to reflect and remember, to count our blessings and not our lacking. Introspection leads to outward praise.

It’s easy to feel thankful when life is going smoothly, but what about in times of prolonged stress or disappointment? When you feel like a hamster in a wheel, on a mad dash to nowhere? When you’ve worked and sacrificed, but you cannot see the finish line? Maybe you begin to wonder if there even is a finish line.

Stress is a sneaky monster. It leaves us heavy and on edge, and blocks the view of our blessings, inch by inch, until stress is all we can see.

I know this too well.

Yet, even in the midst of it, we can find reasons to be thankful and evidence that God is walking through it with us. We can have confidence that he will honor His word to us.

Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good. His steadfast love endures forever. – Psalm 136:1

So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. – 2 Corinthians 4:18

God is our safe place and our strength. He is always our help when we are in trouble. So we will not be afraid even if the earth is shaken and the mountains fall into the center of the sea, and even if is waters go wild with storm and the mountains shake with its action… be still and know that I am God. – Psalm 46:1-3, 10

When God tells us to be still, He is inviting us into rest with Him, to allow ourselves to calm and trust Him with our troubles. We have promises, but how can we practically apply that to our situation?

There are many strategies for finding gratitude during stressful times. In this short post today, I’d like to encourage you with a practical exercise that has worked for me. Right now, I am the hamster in a wheel. Some days, it’s all I can do to keep my head above water, and if I am not careful, I will transform into a grump. This meditative exercise helps ground me and keep my focus where it should be—off myself.

First, commit to finding three things in this very moment that you are thankful for. Visualize them. Name them aloud in prayer or write them in a journal.

Next, think of three people you are especially thankful for and tell them why you are thankful for them.

Then—and this is the hardest—think of three blessings in your current stressful situation. It can be something you are learning, experiences you wouldn’t have otherwise, or a deeper understanding of your dependence on God. There is always something there, but to see the blessings through the stress and anxiety, we must intentionally seek them and name them.

Perhaps then, we can see God at work in it more clearly.

Gratitude brings us peace, helps us focus, and reveals purpose. Gratitude is not only necessary for wholeness and holiness, but it is the ultimate weapon against discontent, withering it against the view of the One who holds everything in His hands.

While we cannot always control the challenges and burdens of our lives, we do have a way to see beyond them, through the lens of gratitude. I am thankful that stressful seasons are just that—seasons, and seasons pass.

May your Thanksgiving be peaceful and full of joy, and may you feel the love of the God who cares for us beyond our comprehension.

4 responses to “Gratitude During Seasons of Stress—A Choice and a Weapon”

  1. Michael Fox Avatar
    Michael Fox

    Truth, beautifully spoken.

    1. jenbooth32 Avatar

      Thank you for that!

  2. kannmills Avatar

    Yes! We have a sign that says “gratitude changes attitude” and having a prayer journal has helped me through quite a few low times. Love this.

    1. jenbooth32 Avatar

      Oooh, I want a sign like that! And thanks! 🙂

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